Identity Shifts as a New Mom

Arguably, one of the most challenging things about postpartum is the identity shift that a woman experiences as a new mom. In the newborn phase, life revolves around sleeping, feeding, diaper changes, and trying to sleep. As a new mom, it can feel like you are simply living in the moments in between the baby’s cries. 

Then, slowly, as the newborn phase begins to pass and your baby grows, you start to reconnect with the small pieces of who you were before motherhood. 

Reconnecting With Who You Were Before

It is a challenge as a mom to figure out how to get back to who you were before while being completely changed by motherhood. Things that once felt incredibly important before might not carry the same weight after the baby is born. At the same time, the things that still matter to you can feel harder to hold onto.

The Challenges of Returning to Work 

Returning to work can bring even more challenges. You might want to be available and flexible at all times, but now you might be unable to because of childcare and the emotional difficulty of being away from your baby. You might want to feel fully present and productive at work, but you are still waking up multiple times at night and just trying to get through the day. It can be so hard to know how to balance your priorities as a mother, an employee, a partner, and a woman.

Grieving the Version of Yourself Before Baby

The reality is that you may never return to exactly who you were, but you can find a balance between what you value and your role as a parent. 

Therapy can hold space as you navigate the person you are now and grieve the person you were before. It is completely okay to miss parts of yourself before baby, or to miss the time that you used to have, or the body you once had. You can hold both the grief of what has changed and the joy of what your baby brings. Just because you miss your old self does not mean that you don’t love motherhood and your parenting journey.

Finding Yourself Within Motherhood 

As you navigate motherhood, try to find ways to stay connected with yourself. Whether that is going back to work, choosing to stay at home and fully immerse yourself in motherhood, making time for hobbies, reconnecting with friends, or simply finding small moments that remind you of who you are outside of being “mom.” Just a few minutes a day to reconnect with who you are outside of being a mother can bring so much healing.

Motherhood changes your identity, but you can still find yourself within it.